Proposition 8: Let's set the record straight once and for all...

And I'll do it leaving morality and religion to the side. I support proposition 8. I endorse and have campaigned for proposition 8. I respect the views of those who oppose proposition 8. I do not and have not personally attacked them with insults, degradation, or other foul or obscene language. My interest solely lies in discussing the issues intelligently. Is it possible for two opposing parties to discuss proposition 8 amicably? For voicing my opinion on the matter, people in return, who do not know anything about me, have labeled me (among other things that I cannot write here), a bigot, a person filled with hate, a discriminator.

A bigot - The dictionary defines it as someone who is utterly intolerant of any differing creed, belief, or opinion. Note that the definition implies not just intolerance, but UTTER (i.e. complete, total, absolute, unconditional, unqualified) intolerance. From a political and social perspective, I can accept civil unions as a means of providing the same or similar benefits to homosexual couples that are offered to married heterosexual couples. Those same benefits can also be applied to other domestic partners (i.e. unmarried couples). However, I choose to support, defend and maintain the traditional definition of marriage, regardless of how ANY GROUP may identify themselves. I do not believe this position on the issue meets the definition of a bigot. Now, let's take it one step further. Given the way I have been treated by many "No on 8-ers," I could make a strong argument to the fact that they themselves are, indeed, the bigots, as they are utterly intolerant of my opinion as they threaten, lash out, and personally attack me as I raise my voice on the issue in a respectful and sincere manner (the same holds true for anyone in favor of proposition 8 who makes personal attacks on those opposed to the proposition). I believe the previous point is also a good example of hypocrisy.

Hate - to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; to detest. I don't think this even comes close to my feelings toward those individuals engaging in homosexual behavior, as has been implied by some Prop 8 opponents. I personally know friends and colleagues who engage or struggle with a homosexual lifestyle or homosexual tendencies. They are extremely intelligent, honest, good people who are loving, compassionate, friendly, and loyal (one of whom is actually in favor of Proposition 8). However, I take a stand against the practice of homosexuality from both a moral and social perspective. And yet, I have a profound respect for the challenge homosexuality places on the lives of those who struggle with it. It creates complexities in every facet of their lives, many of which I do not pretend to understand completely. The depth of the challenges they face are staggering. No, I can say with complete resolution that I do not hate those who engage in a homosexual lifestyle. What of those people who have personally attacked and lashed out at me as I have made phone calls and passed out fliers in my community. Do they feel extreme aversion or hostility towards me? Do they detest me? That's something they will have to answer for.

Discriminate - To make a distinction in favor of or against a person or thing on the basis of the group, class, or category to which the person or thing belongs rather than according to actual merit; show partiality. Let's take a look at this argument from two sides:

On the one side, I would argue that I do not discriminate against those engaging in homosexual behavior because it is exactly that -- A BEHAVIOR. I do not believe in labeling or identifying anyone as "gay" or "homosexual," because that is not who they are. In my view, homosexuality never becomes a noun. People who engage in homosexual behavior are just that -- a human being who struggles with and has an inclination or weakness towards same-gender attraction. For me, the argument goes something like this: Prohibiting people that engage in homosexuality from getting a marriage license is as discriminatory as prohibiting a drunk driver from having a drivers license. If I must accept that "homosexuals" are indeed a group, class, or category, then I must also accept that alcoholics are also a group, class, or category. Are we discriminating against drunk drivers? No, they are people who struggle with alcoholism and, for the better of society, we suspend or revoke their license privileges when they choose to give into their inclinations. By the same token, for the better of society (the points of which I have outlined below), we can prohibt the grant of marriage licenses to those engaging in homosexual behavior.

On the other hand, let us assume for the sake of argument that it is discriminatory. Should it exist for the better of society? Are "No on 8-ers" against all discrimination? Could they accept the idea that some discrimination in our society may be acceptable and even necessary? Could they? Article II, Section I of our nation's constitution states the following:

"No person except a natural born Citizen, or a Citizen of the United States, at the time of the Adoption of this Constitution, shall be eligible to the Office of President; neither shall any Person be eligible to that Office who shall not have attained to the Age of thirty-five Years, and been fourteen Years a Resident within the United States."

By the same definition, that sounds discriminatory to me based on age AND nationality. But I support this 100% because I feel it is for the better of our society. And we haven't even analyzed data to support this type of discrimination because none is available. We just THINK and BELIEVE it to be necessary. If "No on 8-ers" agree with this, then they MUST accept the fact that some discrimination may be necessary for the better of our society. But is defining marriage between a man and a woman really for the better of society? Let's investigate this using actual, factual data that does exist to support our conclusion:

According to Jeffrey Satinover, M. D., a psychiatrist and member of the Department of Politics at Princeton University, there is no more important reason to prohibit same-sex marriage than the effects it would have on children. "In every area of life, cognitive, emotional, social, developmental ... at every phase of the life cycle ... social evidence shows that there are measurable effects when children lack either a mother or a father. ... The evidence is overwhelming. Mountains of evidence, collected over decades, show that children need both mothers and fathers."

This statement was made by Greg Quinlan, a former member of the homosexual community, who testified before the Ohio Defense of Marriage Act in November, 2003. Quinlan claimed that the physical and mental devastation caused by homosexual behavior, and the cumulative effect of that behavior "is incalculable."

Two extensive studies published in the October 1999 issue of American Medical Association Archives of General Psychiatry confirmed the existence of a strong link between homosexuality and suicide, as well as other mental and emotional problems. Youth who identify themselves as homosexual, lesbian and bisexual are four times more likely than their peers to suffer from major depression; three times more likely to suffer anxiety disorders, four times more likely to suffer conduct disorders, six times more likely to suffer from multiple disorders and more than six times more likely to have attempted suicide.

A study by Susan Turrell entitled "A descriptive analysis of Same-Sex Relationship Violence for a Diverse Sample," and published in the Journal of Family Violence (vol 13, pp 281-293), found that relationship violence was a significant problem for homosexuals. Forty-four percent of gay men reported having experienced violence in their relationship; 13 percent reported sexual violence and 83 percent reported emotional abuse.

According to science, there are hundreds of nuances about men and women that even newborn infants can readily distinguish and that make a difference in the way the child develops. Yet their voice isn't considered in this great debate.

Society's compelling interest is to ensure not only the mere propagation of the species but humankind's well-being too, which is the whole purpose of heterosexual marriage. Heterosexual marriage is a societal structure and without it, society crumbles. The easiest way to destroy a nation, even a civilization, is to destroy the family unit. And yet this is precisely what the courts have done. And they're doing it without any impact studies, and have ignored the voice of the people. And I haven't even started arguing the points from a religious or even moral perspective, nor have I even scratched the surface here. Yes on 8!

Ahhh Doughnuts...

Needing another challenge, I took upon myself the task of making homemade doughnuts from scratch. I wanted to see how hard it really was. I'm not talking about frying pillsbury biscuit dough you buy in a can. I'm talking making the dough, letting it rise, cutting out the doughnuts, frying them, and then glazing them.

The dough really wasn't that hard. Though the recipe I used did call for a specific weight of flour, I had to guess how many cups the equivalent was. Beyond that, the doughnuts turned out okay, all things considered. And who can beat a fresh, warm, all natural doughnut in your hand? Tyler couldn't wait to eat them, and who can blame him - Like father like son.

My Return to Happy Valley

This past week I had the opportunity of returning to Provo for a recruiting event our firm held for BYU accounting students. We actually hosted a dinner for them at the Sundance Ski Resort. My itinerary gave me some extra time to wander through Temple Square (I planned it that way on purpose), so I took our DSLR camera with me to take some snapshots. I've included a few here (see the pane on the right hand side). I've been having some fun experimenting with our new camera but unfortunately didn't have as much time as I would have liked to play around with it.

On my way back through Provo Canyon that evening, I decided to take a detour up the mountain towards Vivian Park. It's this little area up in the mountains where you are away from the city lights with these towering peaks all around you and a clear night sky. This was where I had proposed to Jessica, so I had to make a quick stop to park the car and remember that night. To this day I am awestruck that she actually said "yes." Thanks, Jess!

Looking for good Indian food? Look no further...

When Jess and I were living in Provo and I was at BYU, there was this place across the street from our complex that had the best east Indian cuisine ever called the Bombay House. It is on the southwest corner of University Avenue and 500 West (kiddy-corner from the old Brigham Young Academy building). I have never had Indian food equal to theirs since leaving the area, so whenever I get back to Provo I always make it a point to stop by for a meal.

The minute you walk through the door, the aroma of burning incense hits you and you find yourself in a dimly lit welcome area. The sounds of strange music and a woman singing in a strange language fills the restaurant in a subdued volume. The restaurant is family owned, and everyone is of middle-eastern descent. One time I sat at a table near the kitchen, and I overheard the servers speaking to the kitchen staff in some middle-eastern dialect.

Anyway, the ambience is soft and conducive to quiet conversation with whoever you are with. The atmosphere makes you believe you stepped half-way around the world. Then there's the food (no menu necessary -- I already know what I want):

"For starters, I would like the Vegetable Samosa. Then I'd like as an entree the Chicken Coconut Kurma and Garlic Naan. To drink, I'd like a Strawberry Lassie."

I"ve had Samosas and Kurmas elsewhere, and it tastes like dirt compared to this place (except -- ahem -- of course, any Kurma or Samosa Jess makes). To get a real feel for how good the food is, you'd have to experience it for yourself. Even if you aren't big on Indian cuisine, you have to like this restaurant's food. A perfect date-night dinner.

Why did I study Accounting?

Because I don't really do it anymore. I write evaluations, create budgets, talk to clients, and put out fires. When I was younger, I never said, "When I grow up, I want to write evaluations, create budgets, talk to clients, and put out fires." Well, I did say I wanted to be a fireman, but that's missing the point. Actually, come to think of it, I didn't grow up wanting to be an accountant. Life hit me in college and I picked something that would pay my bills and provide opportunities for me outside work. But the fact of the matter is that my profession does not excite me (yawn). And with that, I'm going to bed.

Get me out!

I've finally decided that the width of my living room is the size of a single car garage. I can outstretch my arms and almost touch both walls of my kitchen. I can stand at one end of my apartment, and if I spit really hard, I bet I could hit the other end of my apartment. How am I able to house a four-person family here? The painful thing about it is I probably pay more for my monthly rent here than all of you homeowners do for your mortgage. I hear stories about how people look back at how destitute they were when they were first married and laugh about it. Yeah, I've been married seven years, have two kids, a college degree, making good money, and my standard of living hasn't increased since I left home 12 years ago. Prozac, anyone?

If it weren't for you meddling kids...

Anybody remember the old ScoobyDoo episodes we watched as kids where, after capturing the villain and pulling off his/her mask, they would always say something like, "And I would have gotten away with it too, if it weren't for you meddling kids!"

Kids have a way of meddling in everything. Once kids come along, forget owning anything nice, and forget having a moment's peace. You have to have the patience of Job, the forgiving nature of a saint, and the astute and clever nature of a fox. They will push you into psychological realms you didn't think existed within you. And contrary to what you may tell yourself before you actually have kids, they will not listen to you (for futher insights on the complexities of parenthood, I refer you to Bill Cosby who eloquently illustrated the plight of parenthood).

Take my kids, for example. By and large, I think people would say they are cute kids. But in looking and interacting with them, you'd wonder how they were fruits of the same womb. Worlds apart. The parenting techniques that worked with the one have no effect on the other. And do not be fooled by the pictures of these sweet-looking, innocent faces. Beneath them are personalities of a devious nature that is certain to keep you on your toes.

Then there are the "Oh my goodness, I've become my father" moments. Just today, I heard repetitive loud banging against the kids' bedroom wall. I opened up the door and asked Tyler what was going on. After about 15 seconds of stammering on his part, I looked around him and decided to use deductive reasoning: "Were you throwing your football against the wall?" "Um, I, um... yeah." I then gave the speech I had heard a thousand times as a kid from my own father -- balls belong outside, our bedroom is not a playground, yada yada yada. We finally compromised and propped some pillows up in a corner so he could throw his football at them.

It's funny how when I envisioned my life with kids -- before they actually came along, my envisioned life was so much more orderly, organized, and stress-free. Everything was perfect. But then these two came along and threw a serious kink in all of my plans. I had everything planned out for my life, and I would have gotten away with it too, if it weren't for these meddling kids.